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title: "I can not go to funeral"
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created: 2026-10-11T06:57:42.628Z
updated: 2026-10-11T06:57:42.628Z
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# I can not go to funeral

# Email

## Attachments

No attachments.

## Message

From: Cyrus Massoumi <massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com>  
To: Sven <lobosven@aol.com>  
Subject: I can not go to funeral  
Sent: Sun, 3 Nov 2019 16:12:35 -0800  
Sent (UTC): 2019-11-04T00:12:35.000Z  
Sent (America/Los_Angeles): 2019-11-03T16:12:35.000-08:00  
Account: 62ca724fdabf40deba435e42eb88ef18  
Gmail message: 16e33c1940ee06ff  
Thread: 16e33bfd1f46d155  
Message-ID: CAMG-JC9hAhi9r0bmsq1TgjOM5yHFCMkPvV-Bmxj56E+bG5bApg@mail.gmail.com  
Body coverage: full  
Body format: markdown  

## Body

I - can not - go to funeral.

There is in my mind a 0% chance I will not physically or verbally lose my shit on the people there.

I can not go.

It is unreasonable, and fucking ridiculous, and cruel, to place me anywhere near the cousin.

I am not going.

And, it’s not fair to ask me to go, I am putting my life at risk by going, if I lose it.

--
Sent from Gmail Mobile via IPhone.


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