--- slug: fn-src-email-172b5500a9ba346e title: "Re: You had Helios before?" kind: source_email status: published hash: 35afacee6a2b09a4aa7dfe8d7378e96d962b8e89ed74a3f1b5ceb5981f5755d3 created: 2026-10-11T07:00:58.885Z updated: 2026-10-11T07:00:58.885Z summary: "" tags: [] above: ["[[fn-index-emails]]"] below: [] adjacent: [] nested: [] --- # Re: You had Helios before? # Email ## Attachments No attachments. ## Message From: Cyrus Massoumi To: Sven Subject: Re: You had Helios before? Sent: Sun, 14 Jun 2020 17:10:21 -0700 Sent (UTC): 2020-06-15T00:10:21.000Z Sent (America/Los_Angeles): 2020-06-14T17:10:21.000-07:00 Account: 62ca724fdabf40deba435e42eb88ef18 Gmail message: 172b5500a9ba346e Thread: 172b4024a8603a64 Message-ID: CAMG-JC_dvcrSJnpeBuRJ=BzZDGW+HomBtmjKEP7tLJSXVoAnPw@mail.gmail.com References: CAMG-JC9PWuw4EoHdHtVBZ+vjvHRe0N673NO3XnH1m7BiA5YEnw@mail.gmail.com, CC58417E-53AB-4F22-8EDA-3DBEBE92969E@aol.com Body coverage: full Body format: markdown ## Body Sven, you have the physical genetics that the only thing that'd roll off a bomber is you & yours. Nothing is impressive about that. As for the Marine bit, it's a good thing to serve your country, but, I'm not aware of many people who failed to become Marine's at that time, fairly sure they dropped the bar. For 2,000 years my ancestors held swords, and put them into other men, and among all those men, for all those generations, my families blood stayed blue across the duration of the longest lasting monarchy in human history. Your son, is your progeny, and is an infant, next to me. You can dream up whatever you want about warrior logic or philosophy. You don't have the stones to put steel into another human. You don't feel it in your bones. Your ancestors never did. Your ancestral grandfathers were milking goats in secluded enclaves, where they comfortably kneeled before their brothers. I feel, in my bones, the desire. My mother was murdered. Steel, and flesh, will collide, before I Leave this place. It's in my DNA. You, not. Go read another history book. *Best Regards*, **Cyrus G. Massoumi** **        E ** | [massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com) **        T ** | [415.745.5411](tel:415.745.5411) On Sun, Jun 14, 2020 at 5:05 PM Sven <[lobosven@aol.com](mailto:lobosven@aol.com)> wrote: Your crew so wiley, crafty, warrior like, genetically superior-left Iran for the Ayatollah.Fucking successful crew, eh. Sent from my iPad > On Jun 14, 2020, at 4:31 PM, Cyrus Massoumi <[massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)> wrote: It’s the common thread. Everyone is leaving us. Dying on us. They all leave you alone in the end. I look out the window, don’t know where I am anymore. I am going to make a vintage with my families grapes. I will mix it with good shit so that it turns out very nice. It’s going to be called Hiraeth. It means homesick for a place we have never been. It’s what I feel all the time. I feel confusion, as if I want to go home, but, I am home, but, my family is gone. Everyone is gone. I’m not the driver. Not driving them away. I’m incapable. I can’t do what people need me to. All I can do is see what’s wrong. I wasn’t built for this world. I was built for my craft. I was built to see what’s wrong. When you and your friends get dehydrated you let me know. I will be busy on this hill. I’ve come to my wall, I will break it down, or break against it. And, I will live and die alone, because there is nothing worse, than being alone, unless you have other things to do. I lost everything, and I don’t deserve this. I don’t deserve based off my inputs, to receive this output. God hates me, and I hate God. You think hell is here, you like to say that. This is the end of the line. Here. This is the beginning and end of our lives, and I have to tell you I don’t like it. And I just want to be quiet and alone. I never attacked your kids. I said you’re genetically inferior. If you contend the point have a debate with a mirror. I come from a long line of warriors. Your ancestors must have been something. Water boys? Stool cleaners? Does it matter. You won. You’re “happy”. And, I hate this life. Take a victory lap. On Sun, Jun 14, 2020 at 4:22 PM Cyrus Massoumi <[massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)> wrote: Glad to be thirsty, just have a sore throat. 👍🏼 On Sun, Jun 14, 2020 at 4:10 PM Sven <[lobosven@aol.com](mailto:lobosven@aol.com)> wrote: Not my concern. Sent from my iPad > On Jun 14, 2020, at 2:17 PM, Cyrus Massoumi <[massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)> wrote: >  I'm at this juncture, can't decide if I'm made or fucked. OnQ audience seems to be pretty damn tapped out. Most of the people into itare sitting on product. It's frustrating me that this guy doesn't understand business. *Best Regards*, **Cyrus G. Massoumi** **        E ** | [massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com) **        T ** | [415.745.5411](tel:415.745.5411) On Sun, Jun 14, 2020 at 2:10 PM Sven <[lobosven@aol.com](mailto:lobosven@aol.com)> wrote: No Sent from my iPad > On Jun 14, 2020, at 11:06 AM, Cyrus Massoumi <[massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)> wrote: > You had Helios before? -- > Regards, > Cyrus G. Massoumi > t. 415.745.5411 e. [massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com) -- Regards, Cyrus G. Massoumi t. 415.745.5411 e. [massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com) -- Regards, Cyrus G. Massoumi t. 415.745.5411 e. 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