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title: "Re: Strange Feeling"
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created: 2026-10-11T06:57:45.286Z
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# Re: Strange Feeling

# Email

## Attachments

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## Message

From: Cyrus Massoumi <massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com>  
To: Sven <lobosven@aol.com>  
Subject: Re: Strange Feeling  
Sent: Fri, 19 Jun 2020 22:24:03 -0700  
Sent (UTC): 2020-06-20T05:24:03.000Z  
Sent (America/Los_Angeles): 2020-06-19T22:24:03.000-07:00  
Account: 62ca724fdabf40deba435e42eb88ef18  
Gmail message: 172d02f0cce4704d  
Thread: 172d023660f813fd  
Message-ID: CAMG-JC9PWzhpvHVG8L6GyamsDLW6A+-VBbnxUn5mO7JTDOseVA@mail.gmail.com  
References: CAMG-JC8CHX_LLRkJ9wf65hZ3NbuPp10MBxvSiCxA13uV2Nf3pQ@mail.gmail.com  
Body coverage: full  
Body format: markdown  

## Body

She seems concerned that I’m suicidal.

But, I’m kind of annoyed at the idea that my funeral would be unattended.

I never imagined that I could get hit, so many times, in a row.

I’ve just been crying for 2 Days.

I never imagined that I wouldn’t be able to handle it. But, it is, honestly, physically painful, how sad I am.

On Fri, Jun 19, 2020 at 10:13 PM Cyrus Massoumi <[massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)> wrote:

> I would not wish a broken heart on my enemies.....
> It feels as if my heart is ripping itself out, and trying to find its way back together. Every hour.
> Off to the doc to get pilled up next week.
> She’s concerned that I may have gone through too much traumatic shit in a short period of time.
> Need to get ready to kiss a few years good bye. Last time I went on duloxetine I woke up 3 years later and it felt like a weekend.
> That sounds like bliss. I should have saved it for when I needed it.
> --
> Regards,
> Cyrus G. Massoumi
> t. 415.745.5411 e. [massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)

--
Regards,
Cyrus G. Massoumi
t. 415.745.5411 e. [massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)


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