--- slug: fn-src-email-1732215e2157ccf9 title: "Re: I hope you’re doing well.... i really do" kind: source_email status: published hash: e5fe6863a5c5d035a14a9e2f2657d7fa30d3d0e726631420f37c3b7d189f2b4f created: 2026-10-11T06:59:38.538Z updated: 2026-10-11T06:59:38.538Z summary: "" tags: [] above: ["[[fn-index-emails]]"] below: [] adjacent: [] nested: [] --- # Re: I hope you’re doing well.... i really do # Email ## Attachments No attachments. ## Message From: Cyrus Massoumi To: Jessica Kastl <10suns28@gmail.com> Subject: Re: I hope you’re doing well.... i really do Sent: Sun, 5 Jul 2020 20:05:26 -0700 Sent (UTC): 2020-07-06T03:05:26.000Z Sent (America/Los_Angeles): 2020-07-05T20:05:26.000-07:00 Account: 62ca724fdabf40deba435e42eb88ef18 Gmail message: 1732215e2157ccf9 Thread: 17321c235f8ac1d4 Message-ID: CAMG-JC_VsAoUZeoy_-czHFDxLM_So3GhowcPPxaajM2LRTbYZA@mail.gmail.com References: CAMG-JC9Qiqz0_rOt7_kz3J58+JZa7GPA1sm2QPKfrcs-j8AoQQ@mail.gmail.com Body coverage: full Body format: markdown ## Body Tomorrow I’m giving the seal of Persepolis to Darioush. I explained to him it’s bringing me a lot of shame to hold onto a historical artifact, that was a gift from the King to my grandfather. I’m going to take everything in the way of anything, all my families jewelry, for scrap, and I’m resolved to sell this place, and it’s just about ready to go on the market. I know the hope had been perhaps I might find some way to be happy on my own, but the truth is that I can’t do that..... I want to find some corner of the world to be alone, and in that place, I honestly don’t want to make it to an old age. I have a broken heart, and a broken spirit. And, I know I should see it differently, and on paper things could be turning around. I lost everyone I love, and I can’t describe how painful it is to be alone, and how far away I am from ever even wanting to make a friend, even when the loneliness is painful. I wish things had gone differently between us. I know, the choices we make, once we’ve chosen our actions, there is no undoing them. I can’t choose to undo anything. And, I should be able to be strong, you’d think, and move on, but, I am truly broken. There is no coming back from the way I feel. I feel foreign, to my life, and foreign to so many things, and I live a life I don’t want to, and it’s engulfed in regret. I cried the other day, when I was talking about you.... i said I just hope you’re happy. And, I meant it. I have to get up early tomorrow, so, going to try and get some sleep. All I can say is I love you, more than the world, and I know it means nothing, and I know you’re gone from my life. And, all the same, I love you still, and I hope you’re happy, whatever it is that you’re doing. On Sun, Jul 5, 2020 at 6:36 PM Cyrus Massoumi <[massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)> wrote: > I miss you, and I hope you’re happy with your new place, and I truly hope you’re doing well, and happy. > I’m going to sell this place and go so far away it’s not even a memory. But, I’ll always remember you. > I’m sorry it’s hard without you. But, I’m learning, and finding ways. And, I can only imagine how much better off you are. > Best, > -- > Regards, > Cyrus G. Massoumi > t. 415.745.5411 e. [massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com) -- Regards, Cyrus G. Massoumi t. 415.745.5411 e. [massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com) ## Facts ```json { "platform": "Gmail", "source_id": "1732215e2157ccf9", "date_as_recorded": "Sun, 5 Jul 2020 20:05:26 -0700", "from": "Cyrus Massoumi ", "to": "Jessica Kastl <10suns28@gmail.com>", "subject": "Re: I hope you’re doing well.... i really do", "category": null, "body_status": "full text (agent capture)", "account": "massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com", "retrieval": "/home/hatch/workspace/email/gmail/26c9eb30e3e879a13bdb70bd9ddce4916ca4e26c99db15364f306f53326fd256.md" } ``` --- **above:** [[fn-index-emails]]