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slug: fn-src-post-184
title: "Facebook journal — 2026-05-18"
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created: 2026-10-11T06:42:20.446Z
updated: 2026-10-11T06:42:20.446Z
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# Facebook journal — 2026-05-18

If lyrics are true then I’m somewhere between Human by The Killers & Riptide by Death Cab For Cutie: 

I’m too tired to talk. 
I’m too tired to end the war. 
& I can’t seem to hold it together anymore. 

I did my best to notice when the call came down the line. 
Up to the platform of surrender. 
I was brought but I was kind. 
& sometimes I get nervous when I see an open door. 
Close your eyes. Clear your heart. Cut the cord. 
Are we human? 

There is no message we’re receiving. 
Let me know, is your heart still beating. 

What do you listen to when you feel like a well that has no bottom, and you’re simultaneously, dropping rocks, wondering what that says about you, but, what does that say about you.

## Facts

```json
{
  "platform": "Facebook",
  "source_id": "https://facebook.com/100035971342878/posts/pfbid0saoCtmQ28URNXpLRx2J5jELnDgzEq5wfr5o1LPLNU2S4EP35Aq6L8sP3pnmB9RQCl/",
  "date_as_recorded": "2026-05-18",
  "post_type": "text",
  "author": "Cyrus Massoumi",
  "retrieval": "Facebook connection timeline fetch, 2026-10-10 (case file Appendix C)"
}
```

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