From: Cyrus Massoumi <massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com> To: lobosven@aol.com Subject: Re: You had Helios before? Sent: Sun, 14 Jun 2020 17:40:11 -0700 Sent (UTC): 2020-06-15T00:40:11.000Z Sent (America/Los_Angeles): 2020-06-14T17:40:11.000-07:00 Account: 62ca724fdabf40deba435e42eb88ef18 Gmail message: 172b56b5ebc21b58 Thread: 172b4024a8603a64 Message-ID: CAMG-JC-aicpz-yBvWksWbay6s-tN5d4LrYgLmbVHAMYkkDPtSQ@mail.gmail.com References: CAMG-JC9PWuw4EoHdHtVBZ+vjvHRe0N673NO3XnH1m7BiA5YEnw@mail.gmail.com, CC58417E-53AB-4F22-8EDA-3DBEBE92969E@aol.com, CAMG-JC_dvcrSJnpeBuRJ=BzZDGW+HomBtmjKEP7tLJSXVoAnPw@mail.gmail.com, 633003497.529988.1592180699925@mail.yahoo.com, CAMG-JC-aCXHq1=9ve5W9pXxy2N=0xnTTim1SaY2u+76m2Rv_pg@mail.gmail.com, 1810882787.543463.1592181567386@mail.yahoo.com Body coverage: full Body format: markdown
Sven, you have the physical genetics that the only thing that'd roll off a bomber is you & yours. Nothing is impressive about that. As for the Marine bit, it's a good thing to serve your country, but, I'm not aware of many people who failed to become Marine's at that time, fairly sure they dropped the bar.
For 2,000 years my ancestors held swords, and put them into other men, and among all those men, for all those generations, my families blood stayed blue across the duration of the longest lasting monarchy in human history.
Your son, is your progeny, and is an infant, next to me. You can dream up whatever you want about warrior logic or philosophy. You don't have the stones to put steel into another human. You don't feel it in your bones. Your ancestors never did. Your ancestral grandfathers were milking goats in secluded enclaves, where they comfortably kneeled before their brothers.
I feel, in my bones, the desire. My mother was murdered. Steel, and flesh, will collide, before I Leave this place. It's in my DNA. You, not.
It’s the common thread. Everyone is leaving us. Dying on us. They all leave you alone in the end.
I look out the window, don’t know where I am anymore.
I am going to make a vintage with my families grapes. I will mix it with good shit so that it turns out very nice.
It’s going to be called Hiraeth.
It means homesick for a place we have never been.
It’s what I feel all the time. I feel confusion, as if I want to go home, but, I am home, but, my family is gone. Everyone is gone.
I’m not the driver. Not driving them away. I’m incapable. I can’t do what people need me to. All I can do is see what’s wrong. I wasn’t built for this world. I was built for my craft. I was built to see what’s wrong.
When you and your friends get dehydrated you let me know. I will be busy on this hill. I’ve come to my wall, I will break it down, or break against it. And, I will live and die alone, because there is nothing worse, than being alone, unless you have other things to do.
I lost everything, and I don’t deserve this. I don’t deserve based off my inputs, to receive this output. God hates me, and I hate God. You think hell is here, you like to say that. This is the end of the line. Here. This is the beginning and end of our lives, and I have to tell you I don’t like it. And I just want to be quiet and alone. I never attacked your kids. I said you’re genetically inferior.
If you contend the point have a debate with a mirror. I come from a long line of warriors. Your ancestors must have been something. Water boys? Stool cleaners?
Does it matter. You won. You’re “happy”. And, I hate this life. Take a victory lap.
I'm at this juncture, can't decide if I'm made or fucked. OnQ audience seems to be pretty damn tapped out. Most of the people into itare sitting on product.
It's frustrating me that this guy doesn't understand business.
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"From: Cyrus Massoumi <massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com> \nTo: lobosven@aol.com \nSubject: Re: You had Helios before? \nSent: Sun, 14 Jun 2020 17:40:11 -0700 \nSent (UTC): 2020-06-15T00:40:11.000Z \nSent (America/Los_Angeles): 2020-06-14T17:40:11.000-07:00 \nAccount: 62ca724fdabf40deba435e42eb88ef18 \nGmail message: 172b56b5ebc21b58 \nThread: 172b4024a8603a64 \nMessage-ID: CAMG-JC-aicpz-yBvWksWbay6s-tN5d4LrYgLmbVHAMYkkDPtSQ@mail.gmail.com \nReferences: CAMG-JC9PWuw4EoHdHtVBZ+vjvHRe0N673NO3XnH1m7BiA5YEnw@mail.gmail.com, CC58417E-53AB-4F22-8EDA-3DBEBE92969E@aol.com, CAMG-JC_dvcrSJnpeBuRJ=BzZDGW+HomBtmjKEP7tLJSXVoAnPw@mail.gmail.com, 633003497.529988.1592180699925@mail.yahoo.com, CAMG-JC-aCXHq1=9ve5W9pXxy2N=0xnTTim1SaY2u+76m2Rv_pg@mail.gmail.com, 1810882787.543463.1592181567386@mail.yahoo.com \nBody coverage: full \nBody format: markdown ",
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"I don’t have time to read your shit.",
"Trying to take a market. fuck off.",
"On Sun, Jun 14, 2020 at 5:39 PM <[lobosven@aol.com](mailto:lobosven@aol.com)> wrote:",
"I'll stop then with the reviews.\nWhat influence did those might warriors have between 333 BC when historians note",
"the empire ended and 1971 when a bunch of losers had some celebration of your namesake's",
"ascension?",
"I do love the Greeks, today, what, nearly a third world country:",
"Battle of Marathon-10,000 Greeks, 150,000 of your Aryans, Persians slaughtered",
"Battle of Salamis-400 Greek ships, 1,200 Aryan ships, Persians slaughtered",
"One really does have to laugh.",
"As you released me from the reviews of Cadence and clearly don't want any further",
"help from an inferior, cabbage growing, idiotic water boy, I'm relieved from my commitments.",
"I wish you the most success and happiness.",
"Fade away and radiate.",
"-----Original Message-----",
"From: Cyrus Massoumi <[massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)>",
"To: Sven <[lobosven@aol.com](mailto:lobosven@aol.com)>",
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"Subject: Re: You had Helios before?",
"Cadence reviews? You really are a fucking idiot. I sell 100 bottles of it in a day without noticing.",
"The Persian empire ended after the 1971 celebration at Persepolis to mark 2,000 years since Cyrus ascended to the throne.",
"We were the original Aryan people.",
"Honestly, I don't have any interest in negotiating with a water boy over genetic superiority. Go debate it. That'll be fun.",
"*Best Regards*,",
"**Cyrus G. Massoumi**",
"** E ** | [massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)",
"** T ** | 415.745.5411",
"On Sun, Jun 14, 2020 at 5:25 PM <[lobosven@aol.com](mailto:lobosven@aol.com)> wrote:",
"Persian empire ended in 330 BC, that's, what over 2,300 years ago. What de do since then?",
"You know nothing about the Marines. You suggest lowering some bar-didn't happen-so gotta attack my dad too.",
"You claimed not to attack my family, yet, you continue the assault on Mike.",
"If you find happiness in building images and attacking others, I understand. Rather weak, though.",
"So, without prompt by me, you start another jihad. So be it.",
"I will continue to complete my promises:",
"1. Cadence reviews and pricing thoughts",
"2. Reviews and pricing thoughts on other wines, if you so request",
"-----Original Message-----",
"From: Cyrus Massoumi <[massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)>",
"To: Sven <[lobosven@aol.com](mailto:lobosven@aol.com)>",
"Sent: Sun, Jun 14, 2020 5:10 pm",
"Subject: Re: You had Helios before?",
"Sven, you have the physical genetics that the only thing that'd roll off a bomber is you & yours. Nothing is impressive about that. As for the Marine bit, it's a good thing to serve your country, but, I'm not aware of many people who failed to become Marine's at that time, fairly sure they dropped the bar.",
"For 2,000 years my ancestors held swords, and put them into other men, and among all those men, for all those generations, my families blood stayed blue across the duration of the longest lasting monarchy in human history.",
"Your son, is your progeny, and is an infant, next to me. You can dream up whatever you want about warrior logic or philosophy. You don't have the stones to put steel into another human. You don't feel it in your bones. Your ancestors never did. Your ancestral grandfathers were milking goats in secluded enclaves, where they comfortably kneeled before their brothers.",
"I feel, in my bones, the desire. My mother was murdered. Steel, and flesh, will collide, before I Leave this place. It's in my DNA. You, not.",
"Go read another history book.",
"*Best Regards*,",
"**Cyrus G. Massoumi**",
"** E ** | [massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)",
"** T ** | 415.745.5411",
"On Sun, Jun 14, 2020 at 5:05 PM Sven <[lobosven@aol.com](mailto:lobosven@aol.com)> wrote:",
"Your crew so wiley, crafty, warrior like, genetically superior-left Iran for the Ayatollah.",
"Fucking successful crew, eh.",
"Sent from my iPad",
"> On Jun 14, 2020, at 4:31 PM, Cyrus Massoumi <[massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)> wrote:",
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"It’s the common thread. Everyone is leaving us. Dying on us. They all leave you alone in the end.",
"I look out the window, don’t know where I am anymore.",
"I am going to make a vintage with my families grapes. I will mix it with good shit so that it turns out very nice.",
"It’s going to be called Hiraeth.",
"It means homesick for a place we have never been.",
"It’s what I feel all the time. I feel confusion, as if I want to go home, but, I am home, but, my family is gone. Everyone is gone.",
"I’m not the driver. Not driving them away. I’m incapable. I can’t do what people need me to. All I can do is see what’s wrong. I wasn’t built for this world. I was built for my craft. I was built to see what’s wrong.",
"When you and your friends get dehydrated you let me know. I will be busy on this hill. I’ve come to my wall, I will break it down, or break against it. And, I will live and die alone, because there is nothing worse, than being alone, unless you have other things to do.",
"I lost everything, and I don’t deserve this. I don’t deserve based off my inputs, to receive this output. God hates me, and I hate God. You think hell is here, you like to say that. This is the end of the line. Here. This is the beginning and end of our lives, and I have to tell you I don’t like it. And I just want to be quiet and alone. I never attacked your kids. I said you’re genetically inferior.",
"If you contend the point have a debate with a mirror. I come from a long line of warriors. Your ancestors must have been something. Water boys? Stool cleaners?",
"Does it matter. You won. You’re “happy”. And, I hate this life. Take a victory lap.",
"On Sun, Jun 14, 2020 at 4:22 PM Cyrus Massoumi <[massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)> wrote:",
"Glad to be thirsty, just have a sore throat. 👍🏼",
"On Sun, Jun 14, 2020 at 4:10 PM Sven <[lobosven@aol.com](mailto:lobosven@aol.com)> wrote:",
"Not my concern.",
"Sent from my iPad",
"> On Jun 14, 2020, at 2:17 PM, Cyrus Massoumi <[massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)> wrote:",
"> ",
"I'm at this juncture, can't decide if I'm made or fucked. OnQ audience seems to be pretty damn tapped out. Most of the people into itare sitting on product.",
"It's frustrating me that this guy doesn't understand business.",
"*Best Regards*,",
"**Cyrus G. Massoumi**",
"** E ** | [massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com](mailto:massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com)",
"** T ** | 415.745.5411",
"On Sun, Jun 14, 2020 at 2:10 PM Sven <[lobosven@aol.com](mailto:lobosven@aol.com)> wrote:",
"No",
"Sent from my iPad",
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