Reg. My final affairs & some final thoughts Michelle / Aaron / Tip / Sam / Anoushe
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From: Cyrus Massoumi <massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com> To: Aaron McClellan <AMcClellan@mpbf.com>, Heather Starr <private319@protonmail.com>, Rebecca Needleman <becky.needleman@gmail.com>, Sam Reese <reesecobar@gmail.com>, Thomas Mazzucco <tmazzucco@mpbf.com>, anousheh.massoumi@gmail.com Subject: Reg. My final affairs & some final thoughts Michelle / Aaron / Tip / Sam / Anoushe Sent: Tue, 9 Jul 2024 22:21:45 -0700 Sent (UTC): 2024-07-10T05:21:45.000Z Sent (America/Los_Angeles): 2024-07-09T22:21:45.000-07:00 Account: 62ca724fdabf40deba435e42eb88ef18 Gmail message: 1909b18eb873f9db Thread: 1909b025277687b2 Message-ID: CAMG-JC-aPJoKo2gbSMfDjEoo4NRJX6+uz6meD1iHkboDN7Hodw@mail.gmail.com References: 7A1B97CB-5D89-4B01-B252-DA9D91934554@gmail.com, 4A97742E-2A3B-443C-A186-4C6F6074D8DF@gmail.com, g8bs4bSjF4AKRtRzNzOox3AjgJzVbVK69CcPIFuLqQjop1E5dfYyxfZnSfADkA0AAU7gbS-ns-4gPbu4smzsXsyVQZTkmLV2XHUwTMGa0cU=@protonmail.com, CAMG-JC-U8t3YWwFq9PeLUV+bTCmE+FwFCJVnGb2PETKtgZRiHg@mail.gmail.com, z-kGwJ75CCU33WmnrPEopaizsacJzIPa0bky-GCY-Vl_-TEhAhc_qXYv-_FLaRtD-LkS3PsXvQoXtI4TeEhSTcnRC_j9BnoF5LLlzbhCF-0=@protonmail.com, CAMG-JC-6XxZhzj5XyiQVbUaifWbRxWAoavjtFQgbbr6V=0dHTw@mail.gmail.com, CAMG-JC8-XNicGqCUqkOs=CR6XtLYOQDZuGWs6rsJ86KPs28=OQ@mail.gmail.com, CAMG-JC8GZq1umSUMcrkssDEzsBprytkjDw-JLRbC6URhGmYxcQ@mail.gmail.com Body coverage: full Body format: markdown
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Aaron & Tip & Sam & Michelle:
Included: Heather, Anoushe, Becky,
Heather Martindale is planning to submit a police report claiming I drugged and sexually assaulted her, tomorrow.
It seems she is set, and her personality is such, that, she will find enough complaints to have me charged with something.
I have been dating her for 18 months….. these videos are from over a year ago.
I imagine it’s entirely likely she will be able to have an officer make a charge against me, if so, I will fail to make bond, and regardless of the outcome by the time I am out, I would be homeless, and, more destitute than I have ever even imagined is possible.
The possibility of this happening, is, not something I can have hanging over my head. It’s been a mistake to romantically be engaged with someone who on a weekly or bi weekly basis decides to block me or break up with me, it should have been a sign something like this is possible.
There are obviously things I can write & things I can’t write which would obligate you to reply.
I made many mistakes which brought me to a place where I am strategically vulnerable. After a year, a video which for 365 days has been considered amusing, or, a nuisance, is being relabeled as rape or sexual assault which seems highly egregious.
I have severe anxiety, I have fear of law enforcement.
I will spare details but, this is obviously not something I am willing to, see what comes of it.
Heather Martindale, today, because we do have such a strange relationship, has many colorful texts from me.
These videos are dated, she has 1 clip of one which is 15 seconds long, she sent it to Becky Needleman, included here.
She is threatening to, fabricate in effect prior events, and, create a narrative which only has come to exist today, a year later, on a day we are broken up, an event which has happened some dozens of times.
Michelle Berk included here is not expected to, as she has been very generous, but, is aware, I would like to be buried near my mother, in the cemetery in Novato: “Valley Memorial Park”.
My phone password is 1111, I have quick wipes on all my computers.
I would like to thank those of you who tried to help me avoid this day, and who helped me, at various times.
If there is a way to find homes for my dogs, it would, bring me great comfort. They are my children, in effect, if anyone cares for me; please see about this.
If after tonight’s events conclude, there is an opportunity to observe that this was not a legal action; to represent a year later that videos were, as she has described them below, I would like it to be known, I don’t want anything to be prosecuted, or suggested to a prosecutor.
I dodged many bullets in my life….
I played my cards badly, I was a bad friend, I was a bad partner, I was a failed business man, I put my pride before what was practical, I had a silver spoon, I was not grateful for what I should have been, I should have left a long time ago, and I didn’t.
I miss my family more than anyone who knew me with them could ever understand.
Without them, the rest, is cheap. Love, love from lovers, friendship, everything is fleeting. I did not realize my potential, or honor my family.
I don’t deserve either of these two things but:
-I’d like my mother to get a head stone.
I’d like it to have her name, and 00/00/00-00/00/00
It should say beloved daughter, since she was.
——- I do not want to be buried in Novato, or anywhere else, I don’t want to be burned, or scattered.
I’ve brought shame to my family.
I am the last of my name.
I have failed my patriarch.
Wherever I am left, a dumpster, morgue drawer, a ditch, they are all fine with me, but, I have no desire for formality, or any gathering.
——- Heather Martindale may as well have murdered me; which is so strange, since I trusted her so much. It seems criminal, it would be a false report.
I would appreciate if everyone could avoid calling my phone, or trying to reach out to me, over the coming hours, as I try and navigate how to bring about finality.
Sincerely,
Cyrus
P.S. Anoushe, I forgive you for stealing my mother’s jewelry, I know in your heart you likely believe she gifted it to you, I believe she was in bad health that day, but, the details don’t matter. My mother always said you were her favorite cousin. I had so much hate for you, now, I suppose I wish you well. Carry on our family name in good health.
Thank you to everyone for everything, I wish we had been able to do great things. That is my greatest regret.
Regards, Cyrus G. Massoumi t. 415.745.5411 e. massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com
On Tue, Jul 9,2024 at 9:48 PM Cyrus Massoumi <massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com> wrote:
You’re going to give them a host of complaints, they hate me, they’ll arrest me on at least one, I won’t be able to make bail, and, by the time I would get out either way, I would be homeless…….
I’ve spent the last year and a half completely in love with you.
You’d see me locked up, made homeless, lose my dogs, lose all my opportunity.
I can’t do that…… you’re clearly so angry at me, that, I can’t even speak to you, and, I can’t live with that hanging over me, so I wont.
Regards, Cyrus G. Massoumi t. 415.745.5411 e. massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com
On Tue, Jul 9, 2024 at 9:44 PM Cyrus Massoumi <massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com> wrote:
So, I spent a year and a half in a relationship with you, up until today we were in love, and; now you’re going to get a restraining order against me and you have and get me criminally charged??
I don’t know what to say because I can’t believe I just typed that. I’d rather kill myself, than, have to sit in prison, without bail, because, you, over a fight which spiraled out of control, decide to do whatever you can to harm me.
Regards, Cyrus G. Massoumi t. 415.745.5411 e. massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com
On Tue, Jul 9, 2024 at 9:35 PM Cyrus Massoumi <massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com> wrote:
Do you understand how incredibly drastic what you just said is. This started with an argument which spiraled out of control and we had a fight in which I said things I shouldn’t have but, what you just said, you just said you’re going to, basically try and get me locked up?
Can we please talk, this is rapidly spiraling so out of control.
What you just said is that you’re going to try and get me arrested? For a felony crime????
I am asking you if we can please speak, at this point I’m pleading with you, because I said things I shouldn’t have, but, what you just said is so incredibly drastic, it is, going to, make me completely unable to function in any way.
Can we please talk?
Regards, Cyrus G. Massoumi t. 415.745.5411 e. massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com
On Tue, Jul 9, 2024 at 9:31 PM Heather Starr <Private319@protonmail.com> wrote:
You are harassing me. You are emailing my job. I will file a police report tomorrow and get you charged for drugging me sexually assaulting me.
I am not playing games anymore and I am not going to let you abuse me.
On Tue, Jul 9, 2024 at 9:24 PM, Cyrus Massoumi <massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com> wrote: I would never release a private video of us, Heather.
Can you please talk to me, I said things exclusively to make you upset I made a tremendous mistake with the Jerry thing
I am begging you to unblock me; I’m having crippling anxiety and in sever pain.
Please unblock me, I did not mean those unkind and cruel things I said:
I’m not ever sending anyone any video.
Regards, Cyrus G. Massoumi t. 415.745.5411 e. massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com
On Tue, Jul 9, 2024 at 9:23 PM Heather Starr <Private319@protonmail.com> wrote:
I hope your attorney can interpret this on your behalf. I have never consented to any video with you. You drugged me and made be perform sexual acts.
https://codes.findlaw.com/ca/penal\-code/pen\-sect\-287/