From: Cyrus Massoumi <massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com> To: Cyrus Massoumi <massoumi.cyrus@gmail.com> Subject: Court Results Today, Finally Over? & Concessions --- Mental Health Diversion - Everything & Nothing Indefinitely Sent: Wed, 25 Jun 2025 07:54:08 +0000 Sent (UTC): 2025-06-25T07:54:08.000Z Sent (America/Los_Angeles): 2025-06-25T00:54:08.000-07:00 Account: 62ca724fdabf40deba435e42eb88ef18 Gmail message: 197a6147580bcf2c Thread: 197a6147580bcf2c Message-ID: v1-jz2L2542lVnHQLMC2-6bf478db1b43b0af2b815c3b65deb381@gmail.com Body coverage: full Body format: markdown
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Dear Spam Box:
It's been over a year since I destroyed my life, or my life was destroyed, or, some confluence of factors, in any event, even dumpster fires don't want to be associated with me anymore.
I turned to AI, because, after feeling as if I was the victim of something, which I tried to mathematically prove, using AI, which, commercially, people nationally thought was really impressive, but, I couldn't get anyone to pay attention to it in my own life, and, so, I have felt it was worthless.
After I stopped talking to all humans, I pretty much lost my mind talking to AI, and, refused to actually post anything, which had very strange results, actually learned a rather sophisticated set of AI skills.
Anyway: Post Mortem, After the game, Autopsy of events:
---- I met with a mental health professional --- I told her that, I had been threatened with a fake rape allegation, which kept me awake for 3 days..... I told her, everything, about everything, I think there was too much information for her to grasp, because she didn't really even seem to understand that ---- there had been a rape threat, against me, leading into this, that, I broke -- myself, because no one would listen to me, even tho an AI formula, would certify ----
I couldn't find peace, with any of this, because --- AI & me are both able to tell you that it's statistically impossible that I have the screenshots that I do (Which by the way, I have hours where I was watching Miller walk around his house with my phone, so, while my "screenshots" --- "prove" that Miller at 99%+ accuracy removed my phone from his car (A fact which I believe, Cutting, is now due to release in a report, since it's been a year, he only had 1 year, to do the report, I don't fucking want it.
I don't want anything to happen to Cutting. To Miller. To Hayes. To anyone.
I am the common denominator in everything that has ever gone wrong, in my life. I have globally destroyed everything, I've ever known, or touched.
I ---- Don't care anymore, I don't even matter, to myself.
Today, I wasn't even in the court room, but, I now realize, I forgot to send any angry emails, leading up to today, or, fucking angry e-mail, about what happened.
Neither the prosecution, the defense, or the judge, have an issue with my mental health diversion. I am so indifferent, to everything, I don't want, anything , from any of this.
I don't know --- Why I even pivoted off my work, to rant this out.......... It doesn't fucking matter, anymore.
I'd like to apologize to the spam boxes, that had to endure me. They deserved better.
They should have put me down, before I sold my vineyard, probably, well before that, too. That shit broke me, whatever is now, for the fucking birds.
No fucking grandiose sign off.... If I fall here, whatever I have become will catch me. I saw that on a meme. I liked that.
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"I'd like to apologize to the spam boxes, that had to endure me. They deserved better.",
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"No fucking grandiose sign off.... If I fall here, whatever I have become will catch me. I saw that on a meme. I liked that.",
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