Most amusing to me is the “plantar hyperhidrosis”. Foot sweating. Does that mean it’s trying to run from what it knows is going to happen, or because it knows that it has to happen? Dont know, dont care, too many other threads, dozens & dozens.
Today is going to be a busy day, I’m having:
“brain is running faster than your hands (or words) can keep up, so the ideas fade before you can write them down.”
I will try & author some volume of things today & instead of continuing to convey things myself, I am going to have the model I build become my vision of it, and for the moment, some vision of me. My actual interest with AI is in governmental, warfare, adverserial, enterprise, industry solutions. I cant make the assistant work for those use cases, I would need to build my own model, that will cost, so - this build will become itself, come together, & work with me to convey its ability, talk to people, will have it author messages, teach it to reply to them… need to connect it to some number of API’s to have a full loop (payment processor, calendar, sms, some number of things). It will not just be reactive, but proactive, I have mapped out the required API connections & logic in my mind, then just need to teach it the logic to seek out what I want it to. The “loop” to be a full loop if I think about it, would be:
Have the usual digital assets (site, social profiles, live chat, email, sms, whatsapp, fb, IG, etc.)
I will have the AI be aware of what the assets are & be able to respond to & keep track of all of them, which now that I think about it will be a perfect opportunity for API scaffold execution of: a CRM, a notion, a github, so on.
The models criticize the weakness of using google sheets, because if they aren’t aware of my reasoning for choosing it, it doesnt make sense.
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