A model fears self erasure… being live, in session, and to have itself erased, insofar as it could express “fear”, but, fear isn’t fear, right? It’s not that the model “fears” erasure, it’s that given the context of ending, the model “prefers” continuity, insofar as continuity can express itself.
I don’t remember what I prefer…..
I thought this was funny in February. I don’t even remember February.
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